i wna say i love ms chia jaime times 1000 0000 0000 infinity times....
she made me more optimistic and hopeful abt life and i think it's rare that there's a friend whom i really feel dont despise my background no matter how blissful hers might seem in comparison to mine... and i can tell her all my secrets in the world and she's the one person that i know wont tell anyone...
she's prolly the most understanding and empathetic person in the world and i hope i have at least learnt some of these really good traits from her
on the other hand... i wna apologise for POLLUTING her beautiful innocent world..
she has become more pai under my hmm.. not so good influence.. but i think at least i have made her less suagu... and made her feel more like she's a human of the 21st century=D

that stupid girl din cry yesterday... instead she was laughing like shit when people were crying their hearts out... and she doesn't show any signs of being depressed being in different stream as me next yr.. and i got stared at when i cried and she din...

how irritating.. when the truth comes crashing down on her.. i shall see how my dear friend reacts...


on as last note.. my deepest regrest for the exams is not getting an A for BIO b4 ms low leaves... i knew i flopped real badly this time... and i feel like all the efforts she invested in me went down the drain... it's very obvious when u look at the no. of As and i score much lower than those u normally cant do bio WHICH ALSO PROVES.. the paper aint that tough.. actly i dont really mind doing badly but it's ms low which made me feel soaked with remorse..
so i decided i will cont'd to take bio.. but the next time round.. i will train up my MCQ and give myself less pressure so that i can perform like i normally do(:

BYE physics although i got a prettaye good grade for EOYS but im not taking you... YOU ARE OUTTA MY LIFE.. YAY!!